week off.

alright its been a week.. we had our so-called one week off la. but monday me and a few guys had to book in in the noon while others night cos we had guard duty. its rather alright considering its only half day. cant imagaine wad full day will be like. den tues the rest had a 10plus km run while guard duty pple slept in bunk. booked out afternoon like that.. went to find dear in NTU.. wanted to crash her lect but i was too tired i guess.. so jus met her, went to kiet's and phy's hall to see their rooms. phy's one is.. sigh. let jus say i pity her room-mate. haha. how do yu live with somebody who doesn't wash/change her undergarments?? sigh. saw ly on her way to run at the track too.. and ying at canteen but she din see us i think.. not bad huh come NTU once see so many pple. den had dinner in the school and sent her home..

hmm den wed thurs had our charlie battery chalet at changi... its rather lame la. esp 1st day.. sigh din do anything much lor.. played lame games.. den they were like throwing/jumping into sea. i duno why i got no mood to do all these la. if its with my class pple i guess i'd be more sporting and joined in. ohwells. maybe my better frens there also never go play la.. hmm den wed night went zouk. havent clubbed since b4 enlistment.. haha.. its not bad la i should say. the guys i went with are also not desperadossss.. heard groups of guys asking each other "eh wana go grind those girls not?" i was like WTF la.... these pple are the reason why samuel says clubbing are for desperates. but hmm i tink there's asl o a group out there who just likes to club and dance la. but yea seriously i jus like loud music in my ears and moving to them.. no doubt sometimes it freaking packed yu cant move, once past that stage its still enjoyable la.. duno when's the next time though.. this kinda slack weekdays wun come so often lor.. den cabbed back to chalet with the guys, reached around 5am..

slept till abt 9am lor.. haha. den literally din do ANYHTING THE WHOLE DAY la.... there were talks of amazing race blabla.. but nth at all.... pple playing blackjack/went fishing/PS 2.. wa i have no interest for anything at all.. so i was really jus sleeping the whole day away. woke up for lunch, played PS awhile, slept, woke for BBQ... haha which was like best part liao la.. played my mp3 players on the speaker.. talked to sergeants and sirs.. quite a good chill-out session la.

den fri went to look for dear.. spent whole day with her.. missed her so much. i guess she's joining dance for now.. duno wad will happen in d future. but since its really wad she wants, den so be it.. everyone has their own insecurities. guess mine's gotta do with the physical aspects. i know sometimes it means nth and its inevitable for whatever he reasons, but still.. its abit hard for me to look past it la i admit. i'll try to work on it of course.. but at d same time i jus havta pray such incidences dun come too often else it might jus become too much for me to handle one day. anw i duno. are there really unconditional sacrifices? is one able to make a sacrifice and not regret a single bit? sigh. i really wonder.

hmm had safsa trng jus now. fucking burnt now. supposed to end at 4pm but figured its too rush. havta be back camp at 7pm. so yea.. left during the lunch break. tmr there's army half marathon. ugh boringgg...

anw leave ur with some just-for laughs.
on the left is the original word. on the right is the word's true meaning when re-arranged.
i think i need some laughs.

astronomer = moon starer
the eyes = they see
george bush = he bugs gore
the morse code = here somes the dots
mother in law = woman hitler
eleven plus two = twelve plus one
the earthquakes = that queer shake
a decimal point = im a dot in place
dormitory = dirty room
desperation = a rope ends it